Saturday, October 18, 2008

Raging hormones!

This is kind of gross.. if you have a weak stomach.. stop now! We went and ate at Maddox for lunch! I got so hot and so sick. I ran to the bathroom and barely made it. When I got into the stall.. I was so dizzy and ready to pass out.. I fell and hit my head on the door.. I really didn't feel like I was going to throw up, but all of a sudden before I could get to the toilet... it came..all over the floor...all of my 15.00 lunch! Oh man! I was so embarassed! Nobody was in there at the time, but some ladies came in after and asked who they could go get for me and they insisted that i was pregnant!! I WISH!!! Nope.. just the dang hormones from my triple dosage of clomid! I tried to clean up as much as I could.. but everyone told me not to worry about it.. the poor busser girls that had to clean it up.. I am so sorry, but as my mom said... just payback for all the times i had to clean that crap up! :) The doctor told me to keep taking the clomid and finish it out, so it was 6 days of hot flashes, headaches and raging hormones! I was hoping that means that something is finally working, but my appointment yesterday wasn't as good as I hoped! There is nothing more frusterating than having no control over something that you want so bad!! How come something that comes so easy for most people has to be so hard for others!? Okay.. i know the answer.. but it doesn't make it any easier!!

7 comments:

Anonymous said...

man that sucks that he told you to keep taking it. What happened at your appt.

I'm sorry you have to deal with this stupid trial in your life. I can't imagine how sad and frustrated you are. I gladly stand up for you whenever people complain about being prego or wantinga girl or a boy.

Love ya sis!! Everythign will work out for you!!

Chris said...

Good Luck with the clomid! Hopefully it works the first time and you won't have to take it again!!!

The Johnsons said...

Good luck with everything. I feel like I don't even know what is going on because I never get to talk to you! I hope you start feeling better and that you can get some good results! :)

I am so jealous of your vacation. I love San Francisco. My grandpa lives on the other side of the Bay Bridge so we go to Pier 39 almost every year. I was jealous that you got to go to all of those fun places! :)

Hillary said...

You'll get there! Sorry you are having to go through this.

Jared & Tami said...

Hey, This is Tami (Harvey) I saw your blog through Hillary. I hope thats ok. Hang in there!!!! I totally know how you feel. i went through the same thing. We tried for ever to have kids and I did all the shots and tests and the clomid. I finally got pregnant through artificial insemination. Hang in there, I know it sucks!!! You are in my thoughts

Jen said...

I'm so sorry. That is super lame. Hopefully it will work.
Good luck with everything!

Brooke said...

I can totally picture Kambria and I doing that very same thing in maddox. I am sorry that sucks! Love you!